If You Don't See it Now... It is a Choice.

#TruthAboutCovid19 - Report #017 - by Conspiracy Sarah [Nov 06, 2023][Edited by Inner Journey]

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#TruthAboutCovid19 - Report #017 - by Conspiracy Sarah [Nov 06, 2023][Edited by Inner Journey]

If You Don't See it Now... It is a Choice.

Anecdotal observations from Atlanta.

Conspiracy Sarah

Nov 06, 2023

I write this post with a heavy heart. It’s one that I have avoided writing. And frankly one I hoped I would never write.

I used to keep a tally in my desk of “events”. Strokes, heart attacks…adverse events that I found to be anomalous. Deaths. At some point I stopped keeping my tally. I didn’t need any more proof. And as it turned out, those that might have benefited from the list didn’t seem to care. These things could always be “explained”….

In the beginning there were certainly more events than there were deaths. Recently, at the request of a dear friend, I rattled off what I could…off the top of my head. The list took my breath away. And over the next couple of days, I realized how many of these events and deaths that I had already memory-holed.

That’s where we are.

There have been so many that it’s hard to recall them all.

These lives. These people.

Before I go on, I’d like to share this excerpt from my first post on Substack to give some reference:

I own a structural integration studio with my partner. He and I collectively, and very consistently, have 70-100 bookings each week. Not all of those are unique individuals, or we would be super human and this conversation wouldn’t be happening because we would have already solved everything and saved humanity. Some of those appointments are private sessions, but many are 2-5 people together. They are all relatively intimate in the sense that they are very small groups of the same people seeing each other regularly and consistently, whilst under some amount of novel stress (see Covid19 Pandemic for almost 3 years now).

“People don’t like to think, if one thinks, one must reach conclusions.

Conclusions are not always pleasant.” ― Helen Keller

It’s my intent to share my experience here. I’m not harboring under any delusions of grandeur. I realize that my contribution to this movement, this resistance, will likely be minimal, at best. But I cannot simply continue to be quiet. It is my hope that my musings will contribute in some way to the collective dissident voice of the group; the group that simply will not comply with the absurdity. Perhaps this will find someone hanging in a similar space, feeling a bit isolated and lonely, and offer a wink and a nod.
You are not alone.
You are not crazy.

The following is the first event that hit truly close to home:

My best friend’s father drove himself to the hospital in May of 2021 with a stomachache. He never left the hospital. His cancer was so aggressive that they were unable to diagnose it before he passed, just two short weeks after driving himself in. It was bile duct cancer.

I attended the funeral where signs were posted requesting that anyone unvaccinated please where a mask.

Shortly after the funeral, I heard the term turbo cancer for the first time. I asked her if she would like me to send her this video I had come across, as it sounded eerily similar to what had happened to her dad.

When I sent her the Rumble video about turbo cancer she screamed at me, asking for my brilliant solution that didn’t include a SHOT IN EVERY ARM….

”I’M ALL EARS, SARAH!”

She didn’t speak to me for months after that.

The passages below are taken from a series of text messages I recently sent, over several days, as I recalled all of the anomalous events and deaths that I could remember. I am excluding names for obvious reasons.

This is why I started writing on Substack. Because it's in my face. I could name off 20 people right now…off the top of my head...who have died…one degree of separation - just from client stories.
M’s friend was 62 and died of a stroke. Her brother in law had a brain bleed and passed.
S’s niece was 31 and died of colon cancer.
E’s friend’s mom was not responding to texts and was found dead in her home. Heart attack.
G’s friend had an aneurism on her deck and passed away. That was her second friend that passed this way recently
There have been multiple clients that have attended multiple funerals in the same week. Like flying two different places in one week for funerals.
S's assistant was out last week to fly home for two funerals in the SAME place!! Her best friend and her aunt. SHE IS IN HER 30’s.
I used to keep a running tab in my desk and then quit when it seemed redundant.
And they are fucked up stories...like A's mother in law went in for arrhythmia and found out she had stage 4 pancreatic cancer. Dead in under 6mo.
N’s neighbor had an event in her backyard and died.
S2 lost her father to rapid cancer (diagnosed at Halloween, dead by Xmas) 2021...literally right after getting the vaccine. Then she lost her aunt to glioblastoma , then her cousin, then her best friend's husband (glioblastoma).
Coffee shop lady’s mother has glioblastoma. She passed two weeks ago.
A pro football player died in her neighborhood jogging with his baby...J's husband was the cantor at his funeral.
J's nephew died three weeks ago - suddenly.
G lost her 40yo trainer - suddenly- to an "undiagnosed" brain issue last year. She lost her best friend too… died suddenly, her aunt, J2's cousin, her daughter in law, and a neighbor.
B (X's) wife's best friend is paralyzed from the neck down. 40’s...had a cardiac even while running. Her dad just had to have two heart procedures.
L just finished 8 weeks of chemo and radiation for her stage 4 cancer that was diagnosed when she went to a doc for a — infection that wouldn't heal.
J3 just went to double funerals last month. AND HE DIDN’T EVEN KNOW HOW HIS MOTHER IN LAW'S SISTER DIED!!! Like, people aren't even asking that anymore!!!
M's father in law died of aggressive cancer about a year ago.
C’s friend died in hospital “of covid”.
B’s jeweler assistant died suddenly and they didn't find him for a week.
My XIL lost both parents- one to aggressive ovarian cancer, one to early onset Alzheimer’s. During Covid.
My XIL’s mom has some crazy rare form of Alzheimer's that had rendered her completely unable to care for herself in under a year. Hospice has been called.
We have a client that is under 50, diagnosed with Parkinson's. 1 month after the shot.
K’s dad died after Remdesivir in hospital.
We had an ER doc wife who stopped coming when I asked too many questions. That was right around when I start Substacking my thoughts..
J4's father in law died of suddenly.
G's father in law is in hospital with recently diagnosed amyloidosis. In hospital as we speak. Chemo to start Friday. Her husband's colleague’s son also died suddenly.
E’s brother died of a heart attack. Her friend of a glioblastoma.
Two clients in the studio have been recently diagnosed with cancer, and currently in treatment. One has a sister who was diagnosed with endometrial cancer at the same time. Cancer does not run in their family.
H has a CT to look at a cyst on her kidney.
One client with fibroids bleeding out.
Just got another glioblastoma call...😔 D's aunt...That's #6 for glioblastoma in my immediate circle.
G's customer just diagnosed with glioblastoma - 6wks ago...discharged from hospital, sent home to wait to die. Now deceased.
Current client: 2 funerals n 2 days.
I just found out a fellow instructor we both taught with spent weeks in the hospital after an emergency brain surgery earlier this year. She is not yet 50.

This brings us to the present. This is what last week looked like:

LAST WEEK: 10/29/23-11/04/23

Monday:

Xam client, recent scan shows nodules on lungs.

Tuesday:

Xpm client upset, coworker, under 40, healthy. Went to hospital last week, died yesterday. No cause reported.
Xpm client. 40. Stabbing chest pains, referred to cardiologist for likely pericarditis.

Wednesday:

Xpm client became flushed and dizzy. Unable to complete session. Left abruptly.

Thursday:

Xam client unable to make appointment because she is so ill from the booster.

Friday:

T reported that she had the booster Wednesday and was just now able to function.
Four separate clients unable to come in.

The hardest lessons to learn are those that are the most obvious.
Theodore Roosevelt

Perhaps everyone is seeing this tragedy unfold as evidently as I am. I don’t mean in the graphs and statistics from Our World in Data, or stories of athletes dropping on fields around the world.

I mean bodies piling up in front of faces. It’s very hard to believe that what I am seeing is happening in every city…like this. And if so, the world may be lost to me.

If I am seeing all of this…What in the actual fuck are the doctors seeing? It certainly cannot be fewer deaths than what I am seeing.

And this is when I cannot stop my mind from wondering about my location.

The CDC is here.

Certainly they are noticing what’s happening HERE. Are they tracking it?

Where would be the best place for them to observe the herd culling murder shot efficacy?